“Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself… know what you want.” —
This would have been good advice about a year ago.
i want to be alright without you. i want to smile, i want to laugh, i just want to stop lying to myself. you've been pulling me down for way too long and i know now it's time to let you go. it's time i stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it's time i think about myself for a change. it's time i treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. it's time i dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.
It's moments like these where I can see the appeal of getting fucking drunk off your ass.
I’ve gotta get out of this town.